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Friday, August 22nd, 2008, 3:30 pm

Let this be a free-form space to come to for your dose of all things Neptunian: dreams, art, transformational oriented astrology and tarot, Jungian psychology, symbolism, poetry, and whatever else may flow.

I am a Tarot Reader, (formerly a counselor to the abused, misunderstood and disaffected) interested in this mysterious journey.

Numerology and Tarot: Musings on the Number 4 

The number 4 has come up a lot in readings over the past few weeks.  While it is the number of stability, according to Qabalah, it is also ruled by the planet Jupiter--the planet of 'expansion'.  How are expansion and stability compatible?  I think that we can best grow and expand only when we reach a place of stability.  Stability/4 is a solid foundation that provides the structure we need to grow and build further.

There is, however, a 'negative' way we can use the 4, and that is by using our place of security as a crutch.  When we are stable, it is easier to sit back and enjoy the relaxation (notice the characters in the 4 of swords and cups)!  Why move and grow when we have what we need?  By holding on too tightly to our 'securities' (whether it be monetary, job, relationship or belief security), we limit ourselves and run the danger of becoming stagnant.

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Dream

Last night I dreamed of a black cafe chair being slowly moved throughout a building as I bustled to and fro--I became impatient with the speed at which it was being moved, so I grabbed it and hurled it up one large flight of stairs.

Meaning: chair = stability = resting (4 legs)

I am ready to stop 'resting' and to begin to get things done---quickly! 

Ha! Just noticed that today's date adds up to 22 (reduces to 4)!

Peace & Out 

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Monday, May 19th, 2008, 4:04 am

On 5, May 2008, I'd had a weird dream which I listed here.  Well on 14, May I had another one:

I was trying to hide from this guy who looked like Giles on Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  Claude was in this dream and he was using his gift to hide us both.  For some reason like the dream I had on the 5th, I was barefoot but this time my heels were cut and bleeding.  I remember Claude speaking to me, softly, reassuring me.  Then I woke up.  The two common elements are Claude and the problem with my heels but I have no idea what it's supposed to mean this time. 

I did have one other dream with Claude back on the 12th, but it's way too personal to be posted.

Also Just before 1 am this morning (19 May) I had another dream.


It started out fairly mundane but then it got interesting.  I was looking at a possible future for the world of Heroes.  Not that far in the future.  A few months for them, maybe a year.  Someone had been giving Angela some substance... I can't call it a poison as it wouldn't kill her, just make her paranoid.  Somehow Claude was blamed for it, even though he was innocent and Angela was using Company resources to try to track Claude down.   Peter and Hiro were collaborating on something as well.

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Monday, May 12th, 2008, 5:35 am

So on 2 May, I had a dream which picked up where my last dream had left off, though it was more a vision than a dream.

I saw Claude chained up as he'd been in my last dream/nightmare and just knew he was being accused of more than just hiding a special.  I sensed but could not clearly see this older woman and just knew whomever she was, she had set Claude up both in the dream's present and before.  My sight flashed back to the past Circa prior to the shooting on the bridge in Company Man (about 1999).  The woman was involved and had killed someone.  She was also aware Claude had hidden a special so this mystery woman betrayed Claude to save herself.  I still couldn't see her clearly, but I did see Thomson give Bennet orders to kill Claude and Claude hiding in Bennet's office the whole time.  Then my vision flashed back to the "present" but I woke up before I could attempt anything.

The next dream I had was on "Cinco de Mayo." Claude was with me in my apartment.  We were sitting in my bedroom talking and I was using a sharp knife to cut callouses off my heels.  I recall Claude cautioning me to be careful with the knife.  I don't recall what else we discussed.  I do remember chewing on some of the skin I'd cut off, not realizing what I was doing or why and when I'd become aware of it I spat it out.  I recall being worried what Claude would think, but it didn't bother him.  Then I woke up.

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Wednesday, April 30th, 2008, 8:36 am

So among the upsetting dreams I had today, once I fell asleep, was the following dream: (Claude, I hope you are able to read this.) I was inside Company headquarters and everyone seemed to be ignoring me.  I saw Claude, chained up with some kind of handcuff affair.  He was in a great deal of pain.  More than anything I wanted to set him free, but I needed to get him away from whomever was hurting him.  Felicia was near him as was some girl I'd never seen before.  Felicia was hurting Claude and it made me mad.  For some reason she and the other girl thought I was Company.  I was going to play it cool, but when I saw her hurting Claude, I went after her.  I knocked her and the other girl out but woke before I could get Claude free.  For some reason Claude couldn't vanish.  Also Angela and Bob were around somewhere nearby.

(ETA: 29, April, 2008 I posted the exact text and message above originally on Imeem as we seem to be having characters from Heroes show up there as well as on the 9th Wonders Bboard.  Near as I can tell, for the ARG, that's the only way one can interact with characters and thus get messages to them.  Given the way my dreams tend to go and some of the occurrences in the ARG of late, I figured posting this was the best way to get the message to "Claude")
   

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Tuesday, April 22nd, 2008, 11:00 am

So I'd probably get told off for being sappy, but I still enjoyed this dream I had this Sunday morning (20 April, 2008).  It was fairly short.  I woke up (in the dream) and Claude was sleeping across the foot of my bed.  He woke up about the same time I did and I told him I loved him.  I woke up for real after that .

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